Sometimes by fuzzysSometimes I seekSugarcoated compliments.Some which make meSmile, and others that make meSigh, knowing it's just empty words,Some, if not all, untrue.Sometimes I seekSincere, unconditional love.Seemingly real and true,Sometimes not, but ISurrender to it all the same.Sometimes I seekSome form of acceptance.So that I fit it, like aSquare peg in a round hole,Sometimes hoping,Someone will like me for who I am,So that I don't have to pretend to beSomeone else, in someone else's shoes.Sometimes I seekSolitary moments.So that I can be alone with my thoughts,So that I would have space.So no one would care what I did,So I can go insane if I want to.Sometimes I seekSuperficial authority.Sterness, so that I can try toShape myself, but knowing I don't have toSuccumb, but knowing I willSway, give in.Sometimes I seekSupportive friends.So that I don't have to be so independant,So I don't have to worry ifSomething should happen to me.Sometimes I think having someone
Only a visionOpen my eyesOpen my heartOnto which I seeOnly a visionOf me.On my own, all aloneOutside my windowOut in the coldOn days like these IOnly wishOh, how I wish, and dreamOf happier timesOf teasing mindsOf days in the sunor rain, no shineOnly you can bring that backOnly you can make me wholeOnly you can bring me in fromOutside my windowOut in the coldOpen my eyesOpen my soulOnto which I seeOnly a visionOf you.
Me MeMe.Missing a part of youMaking my daysmove slow..Marking each day,month, year..Me.Member of my own solitary realm,Moods affected byMe.Missing you.Meeting you.Missing a part of me.Me.Myself, all alone.
KingKing of the heavens,Kneel and bow, to you I prayKnowing I have sins.
IllusionIllusionby fuzzysI have a vision of your smile,It brightens up my day.If even only for a while,It makes me wanna say,'I'd walk a mile or even three,If I could hear you laugh,Imagining you next to me,Is all that I would ask' but..I know that can't happen,I know that won't come true,I only see you in my dreams,Illusion, I feel so blue.
Gray skiesGray skiesby fuzzysGray skies, silver streak,Glowing in a seeming fit,Gray skies, lit by light,Groaning in the airy night,Gray skies, thundering fate,Grandly framed by haunting shade,Gloom is set upon us here,Gale, wind and storm we fear.
EnigmaEnigma.By fuzzysEnigmatic,Exuding confidence with each graceful movement,Everyone is spellbound, and so am I.Enthralled, fascinated.Energized.Excited by this opportunity to see you.Eager to capture each motion you make,Enticing, tantalizing, teasing me, yourElegance provokes emotions deep within each of our hearts.